loveyourchaos:

Signs

this video is absolutely adorable.  It is about twelve minutes long but so, so worth it.  It made me smile so many times.

(thank you anonymous formspringer who left me the link for this)

this was remarkably well done

It’s the third time it’s happened, or at least recently. I can’t really remember if it’s happened too far back or not. It’s one of the scariest things ever.

For those of you who don’t know what Sleep Paralysis is, about an unfortunate 10-15% of the population will experience it. When you sleep your body paralyses itself so that you don’t hurt yourself while sleeping. When you wake up you’re body is in sync with your mind and you can move and carry on with your day. Basically with Sleep Paralysis, it’s like your mind woke up before your body did. You’re totally conscious but your body is still completely paralyzed. You can’t open your eyes, move any part of your body, or speak. You feel completely helpless.

I could hear my brother talking to his friends over XboxLIVE while I was having a panic attack inside my lifeless body. I started getting scared that I would be paralyzed forever. That I just would be in this horrible state for the rest of my life. I tried to yell for him to shake me and wake me up but my voice wouldn’t work. I tried to wave my hands but they just laid there limp on the couch. I’ve never felt so helpless before.

Eventually after a few minutes of panic my body caught up and started to function. Those few minutes were so bad :(

ugh it’s the scariest thing ever and I hate that it’s happening to me.

I know that

oliviasgnarplaylistizzle:

A Day To Remember – Right Where You Want Me To Be (2009) (Single)

1. Right Where You Want Me To Be

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lsdkj,mw of course. The last day. Now that I won’t see her again until the new semester. Well, at least now I know her. It’s so frustrating because she was flirting with me a lot too and then her friend got out of the final that she was waiting for and they left. It was before I was able to get her number :(

I really hope I see this girl again sometime. She was giving me so many signals :( :(

I made Miley Cyrus jokes before it was cool.

I didn’t want to forget how to flow the verse so I just decided to take a video of it and put it here. Keep in mind that I had to be quiet because it’s like 1AM and I don’t want to wake everybody up so the delivery isn’t where it will be for the final track.

As my feet hit the pavement I see enslavment of the minds of young America

Break out, be better uh

Eye lids are forced down, staying true to none

Blindness is the plague of the big 2-0-1-0

But Never will you know

Everything you’ve done for me, all the ways I’ve grown

I keep it all a secret but maybe it will show

Through My thoughts and my actions  true motives unkown

Ask yourselves, are you cool with being hollow?

You walk a long road by yourselves till tomorrow

Everything you’ve ever known in life was borrowed

Nothing of your own cause your whole life you followed

It’s easy to cry when you realize

That everyone you love will reject you or die

But at the same time it’s not weakness in my eyes

Since birth crying has been a sign that you’re alive

I’ve seen love die one too many times when it deserved to be alive

Now what the fuck is that?  I’ve seen hearts break into five

Million little pieces and later on just swept to the side

You hold a smile like someone holds a fatherless child

Fragile like some ones gonna rip you inside and rip you alive

And rip you till there’s nothing left inside

And none of its right….

My friend Brandon hates this picture because I always find a way to “ruin his blackness”. Since today was my birthday and I knew at least a hundred people would look at my facebook to write “happy birthday”, I made this my profile picture just to embarrass him.

lolololol

I would spit over this. I wanna meet this kid and just perform shows with him.